It is day 2 of not having Gizmo on the Earthly plane. These are harsh days. I have another moment of wisdom to impart. I was speaking with a nurse today, who has to have these exact conversations regularly. I told her briefly about what had happened and she came back to me with a perspective that actually got through to me a little. She said, death is a part of life. It is inevitable. So the only thing you potentially have a say in is, how do you want it to be when you go? Would you have it any different from how it was? As i sat back in the chair I realised she was right. Conditions were perfect for such an awful event to happen. I was relaxed having just come in from a very chilled morning. We were together. It was quick. He felt no pain. And I got to spend as much time with him as I needed to before he had to be taken to the vets. I can’t think of anything I would have changed. I had people around me all day, the right people, because it was a Sunday and all those people were free. I couldn’t have planned it better myself. I need to be at least thankful for that.

My beautiful boy <3

Hello Gizmo! , I still love you.
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  • 3 August 2016 at 17:11
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    Sorry to read of your loss Clair..so sad. The nurses words ring you mention ring very true and having just lost my dad, are a comfort of sorts. Similar to you, my dad had his loved ones around him, was not in pain and was at home. I still, unlike my family, am curious and have a burning desire to know more and understand where his spirit is now…think a trip to Belper Spiritualist Church is required! Lots of love to you and Gizmo..wherever he is <3 xxx

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  • 4 August 2016 at 21:09
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    I have been there on a Wednesday. Am happy to accompany you <3

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