Yep. I’ve invented a new word. This here word is the combination between passion and inspiration. In case you didn’t get it 😉 I’m going to talk / write a little about this feeling.
As a description, passion of course, easy, desire, firey thrusting desire. I don’t mean thrusty in a sexual sense. I mean, that push within your core that makes you go forth and DO. When we have passion, logic seems much less important. We throw anything else out of the window and want to act. Something within us calls us to do that one thing. and we can come up with a justification on the spot. Sense or no sense. We want that thing and feel elevated into doing it.
Inspiration, I feel this has a little fire to it also. A burn that perhaps is slightly longer. Comes as a flash but sustains. A thought of; “Can I?”. I guess it burns longer while you root about figuring out if your flash can be weaved out into action, or remain as a flighty dream.
So what happens when we add these together? Something that ends with you saying, “I will do this. I’m just not sure how yet.” Determination has set in. You WILL do whatever it is. And here’s where magical intuition comes in too. Guidance. Don’t you love it! I’ll use an example here. Last year I was made aware of an issue that rose some passion within me. At the same time a friend acted on this issue, which inspired me. I came to that sentence, “I will follow this inspiration. I just don’t know how yet.” So I put it out into the universe that I was going to do this thing. And woah did I panic. A lot. I had no idea how I was going to pull it off with the many complications that were involved. I quickly learnt that pushing achieved very little. All I had to do was to keep putting my intention out there, verbally, by messaging others, connecting with new people. In the end, with 48 hours to go before it was do or die, it all came together, a perfect plan. My passinspiration paid off and it turned out to be a point in my life where I developed myself a lot, in a very short space of time. The worry at first gripped me so much that I cried several times, out of pure fear. But wow, what an experience.
So here I am. Eight months later having another flash of passinspiration. I have the option of taking a trip which will fulfil at least 2 or maybe even 3 of my dreams. I’ve toyed with it and decided, I’m about a third through my estimated lifespan, I should just do this. I don’t know exactly how I’ll do this yet, but I’ll figure it out.