The Pursuit of Freedom

The Pursuit of Freedom

My journey at present is the pursuit of freedom. I feel very much locked into my life at the moment. Thinking that if I went on the perfect retreat or course, it would free me in an instant. The walls would dissolve and I would be free to speak and do what I want without concern. I’ve stuck to this belief for a while now, searching for the cure, but not quite finding it. I’ve found hints

Writing is Therapy

Writing is Therapy

It appears to be tough times lately, for many people. This morning I was facilitating a bit of a counselling circle at work, inspired by the people that stop by my desk and feel safe enough to pour out all their worries. It’s a common occurrence, however this morning I felt the same weight as they were feeling. Lately I am feeling things that just don’t seem like they should be there. So snapshot of my life

Battling the Voice of ‘Not Good Enough’ #2

Further thoughts on my confidence knock today. I did feel a slight sense of relief. I think because deep down I feel out of control when working for another organisation. I know they bring stability, sick pay, annual leave etc etc, and I would love half and half. But the bottom line is, I would feel like I’d be trading one job carrying out someone else’s thoughts and ideas for another. What about my own? I spent

Battling the Voice of ‘Not Good Enough’

Growing up as a sensitive often comes with the price of low self-esteem. Feeling like we are not good enough. I have a dose of that today. So I applied for a new job, as my current job is due to be made redundant in about a year. This new job was exciting, doing things out of my comfort zone but completely within my passions. I went through a lot of soul searching, upgrading how I saw