Battling the Voice of ‘Not Good Enough’ #2

Further thoughts on my confidence knock today. I did feel a slight sense of relief. I think because deep down I feel out of control when working for another organisation. I know they bring stability, sick pay, annual leave etc etc, and I would love half and half. But the bottom line is, I would feel like I’d be trading one job carrying out someone else’s thoughts and ideas for another. What about my own? I spent

Battling the Voice of ‘Not Good Enough’

Growing up as a sensitive often comes with the price of low self-esteem. Feeling like we are not good enough. I have a dose of that today. So I applied for a new job, as my current job is due to be made redundant in about a year. This new job was exciting, doing things out of my comfort zone but completely within my passions. I went through a lot of soul searching, upgrading how I saw

My Reason for This Website – My End to Depression

I created this website in part to share my journey. I’ve been to many dark places. I’ve crawled out of a lot of holes. I created this to share my darkness, my answers, my personality, my hopes, dreams, thoughts, the good and the bad. I wanted to show others how I’ve done it. I am connected to a number of depressed individuals online and offline. It constantly surprises me and scares me to read what they write