I went out at the weekend, dressed like this. I showed this picture to my friend today who commented that I must have been doing the ‘Walk of Power’. Today I drew an animal card. I got Jaguar saying “You are powerful, and strong enough to handle anything.” ShamanicJourney.com says that Jaguar is about moving with no fear in the darkness. They tend to be loners, great potential to be clairaudient and should trust their inner vision
If you could tell the world anything today, what would you say? I still find freedom of expression a tricky one. Writing for me satisfies the river of words, feelings, emotions that build up inside me that just wants OUT. I have many dams in place under the names of fear, worry, overthinking (will people like what I write, will they care, will this make me sound x,y,z,). Rather than just writing for the sheer joy of it.
This weekend I attended an empowerment course. I was guided to meet my Chaos Dragon, who went by the name of Storm. This dragon taught me that chaos has it’s place and that sometimes not knowing the route or the ending can be empowering. The big moment between my dragon and I was when he backed me into a corner and began to tear away the walls around my heart, with his teeth, leaving me vulnerable and
A shamanic journey. Today I did a Middle World journey to connect with the four directions and see what answers they could hold in store for me. Wow. What an amazing half hour. I won’t share everything but will share some words that came from the West direction that I felt were really poetic. Where did I come from? I came from the growing of death. All that was and all I became, mulched together and resparked.